ary nie aq dok umah je...sowg2...xtau nk wat pe...pnat..pnat sgt2..pnat ngan mslah yg slalu de at pkiran aq nie...
aq da xtau da nk wat cmne...ble aq pkir aq msti nangis...aq buntu...xtau nk wat cmne...pe ksdahan crite kte???
pe ksdhan cnta kte???mmpu ke kte kekal slame nyer???aq xtau...aq syg dye...tpi aq xsgop...hncor an kbhgiaan owg....wlaupown dye xbhgia aq xsgop...aq nk dye apy...tpi cmne???ade kah aq sgop 3ma hkikat...atie aq cmne???bley ke aq lalui sume nie...ary2 ku tanpa dye???hdop ku tnpa dye???syg dye???mmpu ke aq???x..aq xtau...aq xnk khilangan dye...dye jnji xkan tgal an aq....n dye ckp dye akn slalu igt jnji dye 2...smpai ble???aq xtau....btape hncur nyer atie aq ble dye crite an sume nyer at aq...bkan aq xcbe nk lpe an dye...tgal an dye...da byk kli da...tpi aq still xmmpu...aq xbley...ssh sgt2...aq xprnh dpt sowg yg btol2 syg an aq...cmne dye syg an aq...sbb 2 ble aq da dpt aq ssh nk lpas an...aq xnk dye ilang...aq nk idop ngan dye smpai akhir nfas ku...aq nk sgt2 dye tman an aq smpai aq mti nnti...aq xnk owg laen..aq nk dye je..."awk!!sye syg awk sgt2...sye xnk ilang awak..."andai nyer la dye bce pe yg aq tlis nie...aq arap sgt2 dye xkn tgal an aq...